Poetry on: thousand lies, hold my breath & return for a reason

Thousand lies, erased

you buttered me elegantly
in lies, between lines
whilst I decided to ignore
those, for the cozy feel
seemed unaffordable, then.

I’d a vigilant eye and
a shrewd mind yet, I
hushed my notions;
snugging in the peril shell
embracing these helpless emotions.

aye, I ain’t naive but a
mighty little girl confined to see
what is only materialized, oft
concealing the popping pride.

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Hold my breath

the last time you said,
I love you, I almost tried
not to believe, but oh god!

the last time you said,
I’ve got a mail, I predicted
but actuality pissed me off.

the last time you said,
I’ll learn to move on, I almost
believed you; now I’m dying alone.

the last time you said,
this shall pass too, it lasted
a minute longer than I expected.

the last time you said,
believe in the alimghty, I wished
karma to exist, at least.

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Return for a reason

I know
you’ll have
to depart but it’s just
I need a sweet goodbye
today, tomorrow,
the next day, and
the dayafter that and
then on and on; well, yes!
give me your adios
everyday, every minute.
Perhaps, this can lessen
the pain of q u i t t i n g .

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